It was four Tuesdays ago that I lost my sister. Lost sounds as if I'll call her name and turn around and she'll be there, but it's not that kind of lost. It's more of the I'll never hug her again and I'll never hear her voice. She'll never again tell me what I'm wearing is all wrong or that I am in dire need of a haircut.
She introduced me to facebook. Her picture pops up every time I sign on. And my heart aches and breaks every time I see it. Last night I was playing a mindless word game and started a new game. "Invite Louise to play" flashed on the screen. Oh how I wish I could!
So do I unfriend my only sister, my only sibling? I honestly don't know. I know that every time I see her picture, I think for one slight moment, Oh I need to call Louise. And then I realize I can't.
Lou, you're in my heart and on my facebook. I just wish you were here right next to me.
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